| What I know-vs-What 
              WE know What I know... 
              the process...   Much of what 
              is contained within this project is considered "Scientific 
              Fact" while some is in fact just "what I know."  The distinction 
              for me is a hazy line between what the latest science has been able 
              to theorize, and what I innately know to be true after my NDE experience. 
              Again, I don't understand the scientific equations involved, as 
              much as I simply understand which theories are true.  Like it or not...sorry, 
              that's just how this works. Faith/Reality/Intution...all similar 
              words in the vocabulary of my understanding of "what is."
 When watching the plethora of current documentaries and science 
              series about Quantum Mechanics, Astro Physics, and related fields, 
              my poor wife has grown tired of me saying, "that's not right!" 
              or "they're getting close!" as if calling the plays at 
              a college football game. However, there is simply no way to explain 
              or repress my glee or disdain for things put forth as "fact" 
              by world-renowned scientists and physicists who often contradict 
              themselves from show to show.
 
 Case in point:
 Stephen Hawking 
              hosting an ambiguous hour of a Science 
              Channel Show called "Curiosity: Is there a creator?" In this hour, 
              Hawking does an admirable job of explaining the nuances of the Big 
              Bang (his favorite child) while weaving the concept of quantum mechanics 
              into his theory, as to how the first singularity could pop into 
              existence without a creator.  He states that 
              "you can't get to a time before the Big Bang, because there 
              was no BEFORE the Big Bang. We have finally found something that 
              doesn't have a cause, because there was no TIME for a cause to exist 
              in. For me, this means there is no possibility for a Creator, because 
              there is no time for a Creator to have existed."
 Uhm...sorry Stephen,..in your own show...you disregarded a key fact 
              about quantum mechanics... if you are postulating that the original 
              singularity could have "popped into existence" just the 
              same way that we have observed sub-atomic particles doing so at 
              a quantum level, but then say that nothing could exist before time...you 
              are disproving your own theory about something outside of this space/time. 
              In quantum mechanics, particles have been observed to exist in more 
              than one place, and are now assumed to exist in more than one dimension 
              AT THE SAME TIME...
 What's more...there 
              is a growing school of thought that this is a digital simulation, 
              that is merely here, as we percieve it, because our intentions and 
              beliefs demand that it collapse from probability into history. And 
              like it or not...THAT makes more sense than much of the "things 
              we don't know" in Quantum Science and basic evolutionary models.
 It seems that 
              every religion, and now science, as its own religion, or anti-religion, 
              continues to limit the possibilities that are behind the true nature 
              of our universe and beyond.  It's what I 
              know...  HOW do I know 
              What I know?  Maybe you should 
              ask "the big guy," "God," "the Infinite 
              Knowledge," "The Larger Consciousness System," "The 
              Creator," or whatever you choose to call the infinite intelligence 
              that permeates this universe and beyond. Because, as I explain, 
              the most clear and resounding effect in my NDE, was the vast knowledge 
              base of innate facts that coursed through my mind upon my return. 
              A mind, that I remind you, was bereft of any interest, much less 
              accumulated knowledge of science, physics, quantum mechanics and 
              more, prior to the experience. So we are left 
              with two possibilities... Either I was granted a vast knowledge 
              of "what is" through my experience, or EVERYONE has this 
              innate knowledge buried deep within their physical mind and bodies, 
              and we just aren't aware of it. In either case...both facts would 
              be nothing short of miraculous.
 And so...It just IS what it IS... love it or hate it.
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